Trixie,
Trixie, wake up.
She
tried to lift her chest off the cement to look around but the pain was
disorienting. It scuttled through her limbs like crabs in jack boots and made
her long to vomit.
How
long had she been out? Each inch a separate agony, she lifted her hand to her
face-swiped a hank of hair out of her eyes. She’d cut her head on something, it
was sore when she touched it. Her fingers came away wet with the blood that was
dripping into her eyes.
In
a moment of clarity she realized she was lying face down on the sidewalk with
people running passed her screaming and that there were more, within inches of
her, who would never run again. Was she
lying in a pool of her own blood, or someone else’s? She pushed that
thought aside. She forced herself to focus on the back and forth movement of
her flexing fingers- forced herself to count them to make sure they were all
there. Thank God, they were, just bloody, the skin torn, the palm shredded. Her
relief made her weak.
So then, the screaming…
She
wanted to get up- What the hell happened?
She tried again to lift herself upward onto her hands. That was better,
more successful this time. She took her first look at the war zone around her and
prayed that she was dreaming.
Gasoline
fumes weighed the air down, threatening to skyrocket the spot fires crackling
in the gutters. In the west bound lane, a hole the size of a Buick had caught
hold of a mini cooper and the driver was mindlessly gunning the smoking engine while
the back wheels spun four feet off the ground. She spotted a doll’s head and a
tiny shoe resting on its side and something that looked like spaghetti dripped
red down the blue side of a mailbox.
She
bit the inside of her cheek-fought to keep back her screams. She didn’t want to
look, to see. This wasn’t her world. This wasn’t anything like her world. If
she didn’t see-it wouldn’t be true.
But
then she was kicked, hard in the side. The same boot landed on her outstretched
fingers and the bruised knuckles crunched under the treads.
It
was imperative that she stand up. She knew that. Her survival no doubt depended
on her ability to stand. If she couldn’t…no, she just would. She didn’t let
herself think anything beyond that.
Drawing
in air without spitting the polluted stuff back up was a problem. Her lungs
were already burning from smoke inhalation. She took in what she could without
puking then, braced her bloody palms on the cement. But it was no good. Pain
shot up her leg and sweat beaded on her lip from the effort of holding her own
weight up.
Trix
At
first-the next strike was more like a vacuum then it was an explosion. It
seemed to arrive in the same manner an earthquake does-before its destruction
hits. The air stilled, the noise became hushed.
Maybe
it was because she was still lying on the ground, but she felt the first trembles
rising up through the stillness. A flashflood of fear surged through her body
and pooled in her mouth in a sweet overflow of saliva. She needed to get off
the street. The buildings were already teetering precariously. God help her if
one of them toppled.
“Trixie,” a fist grab ahold of her coat collar
and began dragging her into the alley. It was worse than she could have
imagined, the pain of being pulled across the cement- the skin of her cheek
peeling off in a long, tattered strip that left behind a bloody trail.
She
meant to scream-opened her mouth…
And
then the whoosh of the blowback tore
down the street tossing cars and ripping up chunks of concrete and chucking them
into store windows. Within moments the stoop Beatrix and Keen had been standing
on was a cavern. The explosion lifted lampposts and parking meters like
toothpicks and slammed them back down like javelins, embedding them deep within
the rubble.
Beatrix
heard wails of agony and struggled, instinctively needing to make her own blind,
desperate flight.
“Stay
the hell down!” A hard palm against her back had her flat out with no chance of
seeing the carnage around her.
“Michael!
What’s happening?” she could hardly hear her own voice over the piercing wail
of car alarms and store front security systems. She had to tune out the screams,
the exclamations of horror and disbelief that cut jagged holes through the
already ripped and frayed fabric of time.
Another
explosion and Keen’s body landed hard on top of hers. She felt his weight
pressing her bones into the earth. “Michael, Michael! Get off me,” she fought with
her panic at being trapped beneath him and lost.
The
moment it took for him to recover was eternal, “Trix?” his voice sounded dazed,
gruff from the smoke and dust.
“Get
off me,” Beatrix squirmed until she felt him roll away. When he had, she fought
another losing battle in a futile attempt to get to her feet.
She
felt Keen’s hands dig under her arm pits and pull. Again, he was dragging her.
“Michael! Stop, it hurts.” But he didn’t stop
until he’d pulled her halfway down the narrow breezeway
between two apartment buildings and out of the way of running feet and flying
detritus.
“Hush,
don’t let them hear you. Can you stand up?”
In
the cramped space, Beatrix rolled to her back. Her body was a mess of blood and
bruises and her lungs were on fire.
She
coughed and the sound was raw, harsh, “What’s happening, Michael, who’s doing
this?”
“Put
your arms over your head, like this. Try to keep as much of the dust out of
your mouth as you can.”
“I
can’t. I think it’s broken,” she’d pulled herself upright and leaned back until
her spine curved with the foundation stones.
Keen
turned, “Let me see.” His voice was all she could hear, a lifeline, in the
dusty gloom. Something had smashed into his face, a shard, and it’d cut its way
down from his temple to his mouth. In the half light from the fires she could
see the blood drip off his chin. It made her feel queasy and vulnerable, to
know that he was hurt, too.
“Here,
“His palms smoothed over her body, feeling her bones and muscles.
Outside
the narrow breezeway entrance the day had turned black. Beatrix knew she’d
never been in darkness this complete before. Her life in the city meant, day or
night, she’d always been surrounded by some form of light.
“I
think I’ve just discovered I’m afraid of the dark.” She gave a nervous laugh.
Keen didn’t answer.
She
refused to let herself panic again. She could still feel his hands, his breathe,
“Michael?”
His
trailing fingers became abrupt. His shoes scraped gravel as he leaned back. He
sighed, “Open your eyes, Trix.”
She
did, because he told her to, saw the light from sputtering fires flickering up
the alley walls.
He
ripped the hem from his Black Dog Tavern t-shirt and began wrapping her damaged
arm with it. She watched his eyes narrow in concentration. Had she ever seen Michael
Keen when his face wasn’t wearing that smirk? “How bad is it?”
He
shook his head, “It’s not broken.”
“What
you said earlier…” Don’t let them hear
you.
Keen didn’t answer her. He ripped more fabric
off his tee and used it to wipe the blood out of her eyes, his hand under her
chin holding her face just beneath his.
After
a moment, when she couldn't stand the silence in him anymore, she said, “Your
dad’s going to kill you.”
Keen’s
father’s place, The Black Dog Tavern, was more of a pool hall, really. He’d
made a little shady money and moved his family uptown a little ways. Mostly, so
other sharks couldn’t use them against him, maybe a little bit to show off how prosperous
his shenanigans were. But, he’d never left the gutter himself, never wanted
too, and he often dragged Keen down there with him in the form of after-school busboy
work and errand running.
Beatrix
knew Michael Keen, had known him almost all her life, in one form or another.
She let him have the moment as long as she could until finally, she just wanted
to hear his voice-just needed to hear him speak.
What does it mean if he doesn't speak?
She
took his hand and held it still against her cheek where he was smoothing with
his tattered cloth, “Michael.” She knew she shouldn't cry in front of him, he wasn't the type of boy to like weepiness in a girl, “Michael, what did you mean,
earlier?”